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so forget i asked what you guys wanted to see, i have no input. and quite frankly i am going to be waiting right along with you all to see what it turns out as. ha ha. i would like to say that i am really glad that I'm married to my soul mate and already have everything that matters. as i honestly don't care what happens with this show. it is the only time i get to see my sister, or my family for that matter. when we're filming so that's cool.
but I'm under contract so i don't want to get sued saying anything else.
on another note. who is going to NYC for fashion week?? me me me. I'm deliriously tired, i played piano today almost all day in two hour blocks. my brain is throbbing in a good way. sorry i am abandoning you guys, i feel really bad. pardon my crappy grammar. i am grumpy that things didn't turn out the way i would've liked them too. but hey, at least i have my blog. and i can continue to spread the word of being a bad ass positive person on the Internet. ha ha =) hope you are all doing wonderful and here's an update of what has been keeping me from the blog world... pilot school, writing music, working on our new album, getting ready to launch Elizabeth knight this spring, drawing aka trying to convince people to let me tattoo them, praying my buns off that my back heals so i can start working out and get my body feeling healthy again. oh and i have decided to get a breast reduction. after two babies my boobies are just so sad. i really hate going to home depot lately and they did their duty. they fed my babies well, although i am always the one in 2945938475 person who the very worst that can happen in surgery ALWAYS happens to me.
on a lighter note, I'm learning to take cheap shots as compliments. =) someone tries hard to put you down it only means one thing... they are intimidated by your awesomeness and feel inferior.
hmm.... what else can i rant about on this lovely midnight... ohhh... i am loving tearing my house apart. but this stinking association.. i have to ask permission for paint colors, plants, etc etc etc i paid for this house i own it, i have good taste, i think better architecturally then fashion wise haha, so i think they should trust me on changing some stuff around..
setting goals for 2011..
i had a dream..
buy 150 acres of land and build my dream community with a bunch of people from church and my in laws who are already helping get plans together. my grandfather in law is an architect and my father in law is a genius in contracting and cement and waterworks world.. boom. i want to build my own ocean in orange county. and have a a bunch of houses on the water, wave machines so i can surf in the morning while the kids build sand castles or snorkel. basically a neverland with water and less animals. go wake boarding, sky diving, have a helipad, etc....
and not only that but i obviously wouldn't be using all 150 acres,the majority of them and build condos that house widows, women in trouble,etc have day care/schooling/skill courses available and a network where they would all become a tight knit family and their children wouldn't have to grow up with an abusive father because the women was too afraid to do it on her own. she wouldn't have to! i have so many things i hope to accomplish, elizabeth knight cosmetics will be the start of an amazing product line that is going to help change women's lives by being not only eco friendly but people friendly. i'm not greedy. i am sooo happy with my life, i love every aspect of it and wouldn't change it for the world.
i am kind of worried that this tv show may give people the wrong idea. i really don't want to be famous, my parents wouldn't talk to me for two months because i said i wasn't going to do it. so i am showing up and trying to keep a smile on my face but it's so weird. being out of my comfort zone. i refuse to have my babies on the show, and kyle has only filmed once, there are so many contractual things to be sorted. it's odd being thrown into a position that feels so foriegn and so wrong all at once.
i'm probably saying to much. but i just want you all to know that television will rot your brains and i want to be the seed that grows not molds. hahahah =)
have a bitchin' week. and don't forget to say please and thank you please and thank you.
I am curious to see this show now. I hope it works out better for you.
ReplyDeleteI would be honored and flattered to get a tattoo from you.
ReplyDeleteYou're such a role model and you don't even know it. Don't ever change. Cannot wait to have some EK cosmetics on my face! =)
ReplyDeleteCasey, I admire you in so many ways and yet I know so little about you through this blog and your twitter. I will admit that I started following you because you were Audrina's sister even though I wasn't a fan or cared much about Audrina. I don't dislike Audrina or anything... I just don't care for her so please don't take that in a bad way. I instantly liked your quirky, cheeky humor and blatant honesty. I follow your twitter and blog and look forward to new posts. I love the passion you have for your husband and kids, art, music, beauty, fashion, people in need, your church and your journey in launching your makeup line. I don't
ReplyDeletecare about your famous sister or that you and your family will be on a reality
show on MTV. Honestly, I'm not going to watch it because Im afraid tv will make
you look totally different than how I have become to admire you so far. Reality tv
is a evil thing and first impressions are everything even if it is through a tv
screen. You have real fans who like you for who you are and what you believe in and I feel as you have sold your soul to the devil and I will not support that. You
know, I think it's real shitty that your family is so hung up on wanting to b e
famous and be the next reality tv family and they are bringing you down with
them. Their thirst for fame is more apparent than glass and we can all see
through the bullshit, lies and famewhoring. Casey, be true to yourself, that's the only way you will be truly happy and content, and please don't change because you have people who love you just the way you are . Thank you.
When someone puts you down it is because they are intimidated you are right.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure you get a lot of haters because not only are you a 'pretty face' but you dare to be different and unique. Keep rocking!!
Your idea for that community sounds amazing! You should pursue it! I'd buy a place there in a hot second.
ReplyDeleteYour outlook on beauty is truly inspiring but I was disappointed when you posted the need for a breast reduction. Throughout previous posts you preech loving your body for what it is, it's unfortunate that you want to get a breast reduction; perhaps I got the wrong message from what you've posted? Regardless you're gorgeous either way.
ReplyDeletePS. Your outlook and love for life is admirable!
Hi Casey, I saw on your Twitter that you wanted girls with ''skills'' to E-mail you. I couldn't Find your E-mail to send you a message So I though I would post it here. It's not anything special But I make do make Jewelry with my mom. It's kinda like a hobby we have together. I can't wait for more details on your next post!
ReplyDeleteLInda, thank you for being smart enough to realize that the truth is lost in the editing process and they mold "characters" for ratings.
ReplyDeleteas far as i'm concerned what i have seen on the first episode isn't a reality show. it's some sort of outer body experience and i'm heartbroken that audrina is an executive producer and this is what she came up with.
I really admire you Casey, I think you've got a big personality and that it's really important. For me you're totally a good influence because you're a true person, so keep on rockin' and keep us updated with your posts on the blog!
ReplyDeleteYou have such an amazing way of looking at life. I think viewers can really relate to you and how real you are. I admire you for breaking the mold that society put on beauty and conformity. It is important too always be one's self. God didn't make us to be like one another, he made us all in a unique fashion and with so much love. So no matter what God really loves us all, even if our parents don't quite know how too show us, he is always there for us. I apologize on behalf of all my ranting, and if this post is irrelevant too the post you made. I was just dying to say this. Just know you are amazing and can really inspire people who may not quite be in the best of spirits with there parents! Thank You for being you!
ReplyDeleteThank You,
Nicole